My days

Trying isn't working. Busting my ass isn't working. Swallowing my pride isn't working. Total transparency isn't working. It's all spiraling out of control and I need to take the one day I have off, to take a hard look at just what in the fuck is going on. If I have too many more days like I had the past two weeks, I will need  mental health intervention. Lack of sleep; minimal confidants; numerous bills looming; mortified that I haven't been able to do this by myself....
My best conjecture is to try and regroup---rapidly. I'm out of options.