Done

It's all fucked up. All of it. Every aspect.There is absolutely nothing right. 

I don't even want to think about how or when it got to this point. It doesn't fucking matter. I'm here.

So what do I do? Fold? Too easy and expected.. Forge through and pray this too shall pass? Yeah, well that's not working either. No answers. Nobody I can go to with this but me. I don't trust anyone. Zero; zip; zilch... Everyone wants something from me. I'm on empty. 

That's the deal.. Sucks to be me. Tritely understated. 

God help me and mine.